2 YEARS OF LIFE……….

What is life , how it goes , whats it is going to teach , whom we will meet , love & so on no 1 knows… & even no 1 can predict…. This life …. LIVE IT FOR EVER…. LIFE……Similarly I also got a life Spending it for past 26 years……..

Well now I come to my 2 years of life….dont know how I came and how everything happened…..the day of my life from 15 dec to 15 dec…

Went for an interview yes I went the so called an architect jobless architect finally went fr an interview and got a job of my desired work…..now am leaving the same job that’s a different story But this write up was just inspired and wanted to describe just for a special person that I met in my life…..the sweet person who luved me like anything who calls me KHADUS….. :p

Whats khadus I don’t know but now I feel its my pet name….hahahahaha..

Saw this beauty simple cute girl in this office with a buff type hair , simple look and simple in nature…..she is cute for her simplicity…….dont know how I met , y I met and finally y I liked her…..

Days passed months passed I wished her to be my friend and she also accepted god knows y she liked me so much …….

1^st time she came with me in my whity…don’t know how she liked but I was also decently riding and she to decently sat we had to go to a bank for registering our salary account…I still remember she was in her mughale azam zamana dress sorry that the name I kept for that dress….green and white top…full handed……..she was just talking allwyn sir allwyn sir….hahahahahaha nearly 100times a day she describes this  allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir……… her mouth never pains or what…….

Then pata nahii we were gud friends started sharing sms… later calls and never a day without even 1 sms…..days were gud going on coolly …..i don’t know the 1^st day I saw her I liked her in the 1^st essence but had a fear within me that no she is only my friend and I used to get so angry wen I see she talking or some 1 talking with her ..pata nahi I started taking lots of care for her felt she is very much precious to me….days went months passed…….then on that year for ganesh festival we both went to a friends place and it became to late for her to go to home so I wished she will travel with me and I also left her  till kalve which place I never went and also didn’t know how to go but for her & just for her I asked all rikshaw persons and took her saftely to her place that was the 1^st day I went to kalva and also droped her fr the 1^st time but now kalva and time with multiple routs I can travel………hahahaha an awesome days I have with my kadusiiiiiii…

Then she is gud talented also but no 1 showed  her a proper direction in life and always she use to share with me everything all about her past life how things happened with her how her mom got expired and how she left home and now setteled with her friends and so on…….tooo struggling life she is going on with but I always felt like sharing hands with her in all her difficulties and so on….so I just triggered her mind of doing interior design she was planning to go to Bombay side colleges but since its far and she had to leav job which I don’t wanted I always tried her and adviced to do in thane only which finally she got admission and she did it with full hertely…………

Days went and now its her 2^nd year of our friendship all were going well her exams came so close she also studied well for her exams use to ask doughts and also after exams without fail she replies me whatever happened…….on her paper…with a beautiful glourious smile she used to say allwyn sir exam accha gaya mea…….:)

Allthings went well life is just going on and on it never stops for any 1..finally her marriage plans cums on its way which always gave me a fear that my friend will go away from me……she use to cry BABA MAZA LAGNA KARTAT……..hahahah then I use to always encourage her and show her new ways in life which she also enjoyed and soon…

Kadus kadus kadus that’s the pet name she kept for me…..and always use to call me in this name only …1 day I left her home 2 days but later it became every day I started leaving her home…..cool days of my life……

Well she luved me so much that she always use to talk about luv and so on……I have already told her about my past but till she luvs me for what I am……

1 fine day wen I went to leav her to her place she finally proposed me……god how was that feel but what can I do thinking on all about family and relations I had to just explain her because I was not able to say yes / No…….but only explained her she was so depressed….but I don’t wanted to make her depress also…..pata nahii I just had a hope that how life will go my gods…….wen I luved some 1 then rejected me….& what the hel am doing it’s the same thing now some 1 luvs me & I am rejecting it……this is the time I learnt about life how it is and how its going on…….but 1 thing in life never wanted to miss her from my life…….till my last breath……

We went to see movie together with our office staff 1^st movie she came after her exams AGNEEPATH…..i wished to sit next to her but couldn’t but god gave me an opportunity to drop her at her house……….then our next movie where I got opportinuity to sit next to her and watch RAUDY RATHORD my got what and experience I had……it was amazing…….she sitting next to me……I thing it was 2^nd june 2012……. Interesting days of my life then 1 day I wished to see movie alone with her…saw the 1^st day 1^st show on 15^th august 2012 EK TA TIGER……that’s was the real independence day to me…….then next we saw alone creepy and scarry movie BOOTH RETURN…… god I know these days will not return in life….MISSING HER TOO BADLY…….& ALSO WILL MISS HER BADLY………..

LIFE is all about having gud times and bad times….simillarly a bad time also came in her life which was a sister getting expired…..jesus this kind of situation should not arise to any other girl in life….and I thank u jesus that u made me to be with her in her bad times……to help her guide her and so on….I always wish I should be with her for all her gud & bad times…….even I luve her a lot pata nahii how everything happened it seems to be a dream now I am cuming out of the dream that’s 15 dec 2012 my last day of my office but yes ill always be her friend and will never leav her alone in life whenever she needs me I ll be there for her….its a PROMIS that I do for my self……

And I am so happy that I could be there for some of the important days of her life her birthday for which I made her feel special , and this deepawali I wanted to present her something with I did…..also my love is always there in her both hands 1 black & 1 white…..

The most important thing that I luved from this cute little girls is her carring nature she my god the day I literally cried wen she brought fr me a small pice of cake for my birthday wen no 1 dared to buy but she showed and expressed her luv for me…dam thanks shonu my shonu……any way…felt like describing the days between u & me……remember 1 thing shonu kutch be ho jaye mai hooon  na for uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu my luvely kadusiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

Enlightened

Achieving desires in life is not so easy… but have to sacrifice a lot to fulfill our goals in life…….many people just go on their path what their heart says……. In search of enlightment…..

They have some deep questions within then for which they just go in search of anwers….

Few days back me and my friend had visited 1 such person who in search of many questions in his life and then went away from his environment …….later created his own environment and finally got enlighted ……and found all the answer for his questions…..

This man about whom am describing is about 96 by age still looks so young because he is still young by heart …..our human body only got ages but our spirit dose not have the criteria of age its born young and remains young…….

This man at the age of 30 just left his home and went away in search of enlightment and alos had many questions in life for which he also got his answers later………..

At about 1952 he went to Mount Sajjangad, stayed in a tiny hut there and began an inquiry unto himself... …….he use to do meditation in that kutti for nearly 7 to 8 months and finally at the end of 7 months he attained enlightment …..that day was an joy full day in his life where he got all the answers of his question……..later he turned into a philosophers strted preaching and meditation to know the inner part of a living beings…….people can check this web page to know better http://mysticdada.org/cms/?q=aboutdada.htm

People may think why I am suddenly describing about this person….its nothing great I and my friends got an amazing opportunity to meet this person at his age of 96…….and also me being a Architect am designing a monument at the place where this small hut is at present located ……..i got an opportunity to do something for this person and am really happy about it……..well hear are some images of this hut at present and also how will this monument turn in future…….is also uploaded……….any way friends I liked to share it with u guys…….hope every 1 gets an opportunity like I got……..

Signing off

@llwyn……………. J

The 1st shower from heaven…….

Just a min I was in my office ……tring tring tring my cell rang……was just shocked seeing the number…..was just an unexpected 1……..

Piked u spoked then answered yes…..for the question the question was Can we meet….

Was shocked for a while but said yes…….it was a call from who I didn’t expect because it was the call from the 1 who I luv like more then anything in my life…..the 1 who I really luv to spend time for who I use to run everday to my workout space a couple of years back…………

The time was about 3……in afternoon……I was woundering for the 1^st time why the hell this time is going so slow……waiting for it to happen 6…..a busy day with lots of work but couldn’t do any work…..just handed all work to my fellow collogue ……ran from the office to the basement to pikup my whity…..just ridded on her to the place where she mentioned……..the moment I reached to the destination I saw my angel waiting for me under a bus stop shed……past half an hour as I was late…….

Any way she didn’t reacted bad for making her wait………but with a beautiful smile as usual she spoke with me HI DAAA HOW R U…… bas that’s it…..some sort of electric shock affected me……..no words from my mouth but was just seeing her ……then after few min we both spoke with each other and she said sorry which I didn’t want also as I only wanted her and her love in my life……..

Was really happy at that moment…..finally she said drop me at my place Mr driver……

I said ohhh u made me driver also…….she said yup I said something for that she said as usual her common words……poodaaaaaaa ! J

The moment I started my whity the heaves drissled..with a beautiful shower & it was the 1^st day of the monsoon in the city………she asked me to halt at a tea stall…..which she knew……then she was sitting on my whity I ordered a tea we both enjoyed the tea…..then with a tea we also had onion bacheyaa….

Wow what an amazing evening that evening which I always wished to happen in my life…….we were waiting for about 20 mins the rain was not planning to stop it wanted both of us to get wet and enjoy the 1^st meet with her……

I gave her my windshetter……then I was getting wet she sat behind me I strted my whity and we both landed home about 25 kms of journey…..getting compleately wet she 2 playing with me…….me riding through the highway……..finally I left her home…..she just said bye and lets meet tomm …….suddently a big sound arrowsed ALLWYN get up ist 8:30 u have to go to office naa…………that’s was none but my mom who shouted me to get up in the morning……..its was nothing just an amazing dreams that I have……..praying and wanting my dreams to happen real………..thats what I can always hope…………………………………………………………………………..@llwyn…….