Tuesday, December 4, 2012

2 YEARS OF LIFE……….




What is life , how it goes , whats it is going to teach , whom we will meet , love & so on no 1 knows… & even no 1 can predict…. This life …. LIVE IT FOR EVER…. LIFE……Similarly I also got a life Spending it for past 26 years……..

Well now I come to my 2 years of life….dont know how I came and how everything happened…..the day of my life from 15 dec to 15 dec…

Went for an interview yes I went the so called an architect jobless architect finally went fr an interview and got a job of my desired work…..now am leaving the same job that’s a different story But this write up was just inspired and wanted to describe just for a special person that I met in my life…..the sweet person who luved me like anything who calls me KHADUS….. :p

Whats khadus I don’t know but now I feel its my pet name….hahahahaha..
Saw this beauty simple cute girl in this office with a buff type hair , simple look and simple in nature…..she is cute for her simplicity…….dont know how I met , y I met and finally y I liked her…..
Days passed months passed I wished her to be my friend and she also accepted god knows y she liked me so much …….
1st time she came with me in my whity…don’t know how she liked but I was also decently riding and she to decently sat we had to go to a bank for registering our salary account…I still remember she was in her mughale azam zamana dress sorry that the name I kept for that dress….green and white top…full handed……..she was just talking allwyn sir allwyn sir….hahahahahaha nearly 100times a day she describes this  allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir allwyn sir……… her mouth never pains or what…….

Then pata nahii we were gud friends started sharing sms… later calls and never a day without even 1 sms…..days were gud going on coolly …..i don’t know the 1st day I saw her I liked her in the 1st essence but had a fear within me that no she is only my friend and I used to get so angry wen I see she talking or some 1 talking with her ..pata nahi I started taking lots of care for her felt she is very much precious to me….days went months passed…….then on that year for ganesh festival we both went to a friends place and it became to late for her to go to home so I wished she will travel with me and I also left her  till kalve which place I never went and also didn’t know how to go but for her & just for her I asked all rikshaw persons and took her saftely to her place that was the 1st day I went to kalva and also droped her fr the 1st time but now kalva and time with multiple routs I can travel………hahahaha an awesome days I have with my kadusiiiiiii…
Then she is gud talented also but no 1 showed  her a proper direction in life and always she use to share with me everything all about her past life how things happened with her how her mom got expired and how she left home and now setteled with her friends and so on…….tooo struggling life she is going on with but I always felt like sharing hands with her in all her difficulties and so on….so I just triggered her mind of doing interior design she was planning to go to Bombay side colleges but since its far and she had to leav job which I don’t wanted I always tried her and adviced to do in thane only which finally she got admission and she did it with full hertely…………

Days went and now its her 2nd year of our friendship all were going well her exams came so close she also studied well for her exams use to ask doughts and also after exams without fail she replies me whatever happened…….on her paper…with a beautiful glourious smile she used to say allwyn sir exam accha gaya mea…….:)

Allthings went well life is just going on and on it never stops for any 1..finally her marriage plans cums on its way which always gave me a fear that my friend will go away from me……she use to cry BABA MAZA LAGNA KARTAT……..hahahah then I use to always encourage her and show her new ways in life which she also enjoyed and soon…

Kadus kadus kadus that’s the pet name she kept for me…..and always use to call me in this name only …1 day I left her home 2 days but later it became every day I started leaving her home…..cool days of my life……

Well she luved me so much that she always use to talk about luv and so on……I have already told her about my past but till she luvs me for what I am……

1 fine day wen I went to leav her to her place she finally proposed me……god how was that feel but what can I do thinking on all about family and relations I had to just explain her because I was not able to say yes / No…….but only explained her she was so depressed….but I don’t wanted to make her depress also…..pata nahii I just had a hope that how life will go my gods…….wen I luved some 1 then rejected me….& what the hel am doing it’s the same thing now some 1 luvs me & I am rejecting it……this is the time I learnt about life how it is and how its going on…….but 1 thing in life never wanted to miss her from my life…….till my last breath……

We went to see movie together with our office staff 1st movie she came after her exams AGNEEPATH…..i wished to sit next to her but couldn’t but god gave me an opportunity to drop her at her house……….then our next movie where I got opportinuity to sit next to her and watch RAUDY RATHORD my got what and experience I had……it was amazing…….she sitting next to me……I thing it was 2nd june 2012……. Interesting days of my life then 1 day I wished to see movie alone with her…saw the 1st day 1st show on 15th august 2012 EK TA TIGER……that’s was the real independence day to me…….then next we saw alone creepy and scarry movie BOOTH RETURN…… god I know these days will not return in life….MISSING HER TOO BADLY…….& ALSO WILL MISS HER BADLY………..

LIFE is all about having gud times and bad times….simillarly a bad time also came in her life which was a sister getting expired…..jesus this kind of situation should not arise to any other girl in life….and I thank u jesus that u made me to be with her in her bad times……to help her guide her and so on….I always wish I should be with her for all her gud & bad times…….even I luve her a lot pata nahii how everything happened it seems to be a dream now I am cuming out of the dream that’s 15 dec 2012 my last day of my office but yes ill always be her friend and will never leav her alone in life whenever she needs me I ll be there for her….its a PROMIS that I do for my self……

And I am so happy that I could be there for some of the important days of her life her birthday for which I made her feel special , and this deepawali I wanted to present her something with I did…..also my love is always there in her both hands 1 black & 1 white…..

The most important thing that I luved from this cute little girls is her carring nature she my god the day I literally cried wen she brought fr me a small pice of cake for my birthday wen no 1 dared to buy but she showed and expressed her luv for me…dam thanks shonu my shonu……any way…felt like describing the days between u & me……remember 1 thing shonu kutch be ho jaye mai hooon  na for uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu my luvely kadusiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii